I’m worried and nervous about tomorrow, idk which one I feel more but I’m really really nervous and worried. :( baby cousin is sick and have to give him to my grandma but I feel like he’s going to stress her out, she haven’t seen him in months and he is going through stranger anxiety, he doesn’t recognize her which makes me sad :( sigh. His own grandmother can’t take care of him until she’s done with her business. Ugh. I hate her. Tomorrow morning I have orientation and I’m really nervous more than I should be because I’m so new to this. I’m finally going back to school, no more playtime. I just hope everything goes as planned :(
I can never express my thoughts into words, when I try everything become complicated. It never works out for me and I just earse everything I type. I’m a mess, a mess full of unexplained thoughts and feelings.